Full-Blown Pain: My Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches

It was a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my right eye. Then came rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

This condition often start with severe discomfort around a single eye that persists for several hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.

What unites patients is the intensity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to several causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only formally classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In 1998, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.

Official guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.

But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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Karen Herrera
Karen Herrera

A tech entrepreneur and business strategist with over a decade of experience in digital transformation and startup consulting.

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